Friday, July 8, 2011

time flies..

It has been decades since i've updated my blog...

Had a sudden urge to upate after seeing my dear frens blog...
ok lets see...where to start...

I've been wasting my time whining, sleeping, doing nothing meaningful these few months...
Always throw a tantrum and emotional due to excessive female hormones.
Done a lot of things beyond your imagination. (you don wanna know)

Thanks to people around me who always pray for me and give me support and words of encouragement.
My list of appreciation :

1) Mum, i know it's been a tough few months for her.
2) Frens at skul especially Yee fei, Clarice, Chui shiang, Ilyas
3) Church members especially Pastor Devlin, Anne, Aunty Vivian.

These are the people who sacrifice time and energy to cheer me up.
Once again, Thx.

It's July now, i'm still a languid worm. unprepared. everything not ready.
I wish my Form 3 me will come back.
Form 3 me did revision almost everyday.
Form 3 me did not waste a single second.
Form 3 me always got the top 3 in whole form.
Form 3 me did not get emotional.
Form 3 me aimed for the best.

Lord, please restore the original me.

Recently, jealousy and rage always filled the inside me.
I got annoyed easily.
Every night, i was thinking of ways to kill them.

Recently, there's a guy in my class,
he just can't stop babbling, singing out of tune songs, talking nuisance, producing sound pollution.
If there's a knife in front of me, i could have stab him at the abdomen. Perpendicularly.
I hate him.

That's me.

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